Monday, March 29, 2010

my happy family!!!

Hello everybody!!! Now, I want story to all of you about my family. Family is so important to me. I happy and proud because got a family like them. We are the happy family and whatever problem we face together. When I feel down, they will do their best to make me happy and focus again in whatever I do especially for my study. I have 4 siblings. All of them are the girl and I’m the last one. I can introduce for all of you about my parents and my siblings one by one.

Mom and dad

They are my beloved and my first support. As a common human, I cannot run from do faults. Sometimes, I make them worried and sad when I do a bad behaviour. They protect me too much and care about whatever I do. They don’t want me be a so social. My father cannot work hard because he is not feeling very well.


From left, she is an eldest sister. She was married with her husband on 22 November 2008 and now she is pregnant for the first baby. She and all of us were happy when we know her pregnant is positive since we are waiting for a long time. She is friendly with all person, because of that she was many friends and all of them like to communicate with her. When we are gathering together many story will she story to us. And all of us like to hear it though sometimes it’s boring. Without her, our house will be silent since her mouth is so noise. She like to crying when fight with me. I don’t know why. May be she feel afraid with me. Hehehe....


Secondly, she is still single. She tried to find a good man to be a husband. Her age now is 24 years old. She works at Bangi, Pharmaniaga Company for 2 years. She said she feel happy works at that place because all of workers are kind and make her comfortable to work and communicate with them. She is quiet anger especially with me since I quiet noty and lazy to do homework. But I don’t care about that. She likes to laugh and look so funny. We will happy when we are beside her. Between her and my eldest sister, she look more matured because she is a responsible person.


And the last one, I call her ‘kaklang’. Now she is practical at the same place, Pharmaniaga Company. She is still young but for the next semester, she will continue her study with master. She is excellent student in her faculty and got award for every semester. I try to be like her but until now I can’t. Between us, she is the most beautiful. Her beauty is natural and no need to over make-up to make other person attract with her. She closes with my father and always spends more time with him when got a holiday. She easy to angry when what she want, she can’t got it and cannot look other person success more than her.

Lastly, I want to say that I love them so much. And I hope, I will go first then them because I not able to loss them. That’s all!!!

Monday, March 15, 2010

HaTe tHiS ToO MuCh!!!!

Hello everybody!!! How are you??? Hope fine. Now I want tell to all of you about what matter that I doesn’t like or hate. Hopefully all of you will be cheerful to hear it.

Firstly, I always avoid making another person angry with me because I’m so extreme dislike it. When I do some mistake, my parent will try their best to reproach me for keep away from I hurt about it. Or the word avoid me from be in a moody or small heart with their reprove. I have four siblings and me the last one. From I childhood until now whatever I request from my parent, Insha’Allah my parent fulfilled it. I not become from a rich family, but my parents am hardworking person to change our lifestyle being more excellent.

Secondly, about my friend attitudes such as hypocrite, selfish, full of pride and something like this that I hatred and tend to me for make a distance from them. First time I step here (Uitm Segamat), I always think how I can get a good friend like my best friends when I still study at secondary school. Whatever happen we are always together. But, it’s not easy to get it. But now I was get it. It is SIGS group. For me, friend is so important to me since friend will make my life more cheerful. When I have a problem, I will spend my time with my friend because when I sitting with them, my problem will be loss by a big laugh. I love SIGS group !!!

Most of you probability have the same like me. I’m sure that!!! What are you feel when something that you want, you can’t get it. Angry? Fuming? I’m so disgusting when that happen being to me. I wish I will obtain in whatever I want since it makes me happy. I can give apologize if it’s happen one or two times. Condition it always will make cannot control myself.

Fight with other person is one of the bits that I don’t like. It is because when I’m fight with my friends, my life will not enjoy and I will feel alone. I’m easy to feel angry when something that I like was begun. As a student, sometimes we got brawl during do a working in group. To find a best partner is not unproblematic because not every time we must together with my best friend.

I love relax!!! It will make my life calm without thinking about any work. So, I hate get many of work since I cannot spend too many time to sleep, I cannot chatting or gossip for a long time with my friend. It will get a trouble because I always postpone my work or assignment and it tend me to do not that work. Postpone my work is the one of my habit. Because of that I don’t like if my life busy.

After that, I don’t like if have any person disturb my good sleep. When I’m so tired, I need a rest to give back my energy since if I not get an enough rest my life become moody. While my sleep disturbance, it’s not easy for me to sleep again though I’m still tired. So, if that happen begin, my work will not excellent since I don’t have energy and cannot think very well.

Are you always got many problems at the same time??? Of course yes right??? I always am like that. When it’s happen to me, my life will not delight. Although I try to smile and laugh, but it’s not look me sincerely. Got a many problem will disturb my sleep since I until the end of time I think about that problem.

To know a results exam is more nervous than do an exam. Surely, I wish all my result is good than other person. When I got a best result, other friend will respect to me and made me as their revision when have any problem about their study. Because of that, I don’t like get an appalling result since it will make me not confidence to study yet. I think all my friend will said me so dull.

Other than snake, I more hate to a frog although that frog not disturb my life. When I see a frog near to me, I will scream because I hate frog too much.

And the last one, I Don’t like when have another person busybody with my problem or others. Sometimes have a problem cannot share with public because it’s so private. Nowadays, we can look many of people always busybody with other people problem. I’m very hate about it.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

My wishes.....

I always dream to be rich women. All of you of course have a same dream right??? When I see another person have a big house, luxury car and others, I feel to be like that. Life will be more interesting when whatever I want, I will easily get it. As we know, not easy to be rich. We must give big effort to achieve it. I’m just dream, it not mean I not thankful what I have today. I’m still happy with my life now although I don’t have get what I am desire like a big house, a big car and many types of luxury.

Do you like if another person especially your friend angry with you??? Of course you doesn’t like right. Friend is so important for our life. I am desire makes everyone happy with me. When I can makes my all friend feel cheerful, it can make our relationship be goodness. And at the same time, I will get many friends that can make our life more joyful and lucky.

Now I’m just a simple girl. I’m not too gorgeous and not too ugly. Hehehe. But I always wish for everyone said me a gorgeous girl since it will give me a big smile and me a confidence to do work. Have another person said me cute, sweet, gorgeous but it not always. It only sometimes. Although I’m just a simple girl, but I’m try to improve myself and make another person comfort to friend with me. When I’m gorgeous, surely I have many friend and it will make me popular. All people will praise me and said “Erien is the gorgeous once”.Hahaha.....

Do you always think to be a popular???? I always think about that. But I don’t want to be popular like artist. I just want to be a popular among my friends and all people near of me. Such as all important thing refer to me and I will give a good idea and I can satisfied whatever all people want and need. At the same time, any committee I will take a part and I will organize any event under an association or something like that.

Life is so complicated. We cannot provide or satisfied all people near of us want and need. When we do something, have a part of people like it, and another people don’t like it. So I always dream all people especially my family and all my friends love me and understanding what I want to do. Sometimes, my family so control my life and cannot give me enjoy but only concentrate with my study. It’s so boring right??? As teenagers like me of course want to hangout and shopping with my friend because it can release my tension.

My English now is not good very well. I interest to be a good speaker and make everybody attract to hear it. As example, when I present something in the class, I want my language is fluent and everybody understand it. When I speaking, all people look at me and love to hear it. At my primary school, I have a good speaker friend. She always is a mc for any event in my school. I love to hear her story because she has a lot of energy when she speaks. So it not becomes boring.

Loving is common matter especially for teenagers. Many of them want their couple is perfect more than ever for girl. I also wish for find a good and handsome man to be a future husband. But now, I always see many of handsome boys just couple for a short time because they think they will get another girl easily. I very hate boy like that.

After that, I desire to be brave and have high confidence in whatever I do. I always feel nervous when presentations in the class do. I’m so hope I can present very well and talk very confidence. I also want to drive car because until now I do not brave to drive although I have a license.
Sometimes when I feel so tired, I always feel like to be a most excellent person without any effort. Have a sentence person I look, they just need a little bit effort to get a good result in their exam. There is no fair since another person that study hard just get a common result. I always get a same situation. My effort to prepare the exam is harder than another student but my result until now not excellent. At times, I will fed-up to continue our study.

The most important that I wish is died in piousness condition. I’m so afraid if I die while I’m not preparing yet. As a common human, I cannot avoid to do a sin. Every so often, though I know it a wrong, but I’m still does it. I always hope, I will be among piety people when I’m already do not life in this world. Hope all of you realize with I said just now.

Monday, February 22, 2010

my classmate...

hallo!!!! We meet again. For this writing I went to introduce about my classmate one by one. All of us are the girl. I am happy study in this class because this class not so noise and easy for me to concentrate to our lecture. All my friends is excellent.
lily love to read. She enjoys reading a wide variety of subjects. She was read many types of novels. She found them intriguing and mind-boggling. She also reads comparative philosophy. She thinks it is very interesting.

syahirah loves to cook for her family. She is always trying out new recipes. Her parents love Lebanese cuisine,while her sisters prefer western cuisine. Syahirah likes Malaysian food. Sometimes, she invites us to her house for dinner. We think she is a great cook.

her actual name zulaikha. Col her cik because she small and not high. Like to wear shawl. She look better than the first time I look her. Her result is maintain every sem. I want to be like her because she not study too hard, but her result is the first class. I and her quiet close. We always go to the class together.

she is cute. Like to look her face because it so clean. She have a someone special and they are already engaged. Sometimes she look serious and sometimes she look happy. Lately, her good friend was pass away. I’m so pity about that.

for subject Bell 311, she is the only one repeaters to our class. She is a good person and don’t like make other person angry with her. She try to study hard for pass in this subjects. And I hope she will get it.

Its me!!!! Cute right??? Haha...

her actual name is nabila. Her body is so thin. Maybe her weight around 35 to 40. She love style and always used beautiful clothes and shoes.

i close with her since I’m a first semester in uitm. Many thing I know about her. She is outspoken,hot tempered. But she also romantic person. She have a special friend. She is lucky get a good man like her boy because that man can understand who’s zura actually.

have a stlyle. Have many beautiful clothes and shoes at different colour. Her body like model and whatever clothes she wear she will be maintain gorgeous. Like to story about her special friend to their friends. Friendly with everyone.
She look simple but nice. Always wear a baju kurung go to the class. Care about whatever she talk and try to used a good word when talking with everyone.

I don’t really about her. But i know she is good friend. Friendly with everyone.

aisyah like to talking and gossip. In the class she always lough although that matter is not so funny. She friendly with everyone and all person easy with her. Like to take her photo to spend her time. She have a new boyfriend,and her boyfriend quiet handsome.

active and aggressive person. Join in debate Uitm. Like to talk and gossip. Her best friend is the same class with us. They come from a same school and their house is also at the same place. I have two subjects grouping with her. There are macroeconomics and bell.

easy to smiling when face to another person. Quiet silent and talk when it is important only,but not at all. She more friendly when she know that person too much. Close with yaa and they always together.

call her mon because she quiet “MONTEL”. She like smiles and always make another person happy. Her face is so chubby and make all of us exesperate when look her.

her age different with us. She 22 years old but all of us 20 years old. She is cute and her body is small. Join in debate uitm and she also one of the exco diba society. I hope she can conduct properly.

naughty girl, always disturb me, but I still happy friend with her. Have a special once. Hope their relationship will together forever. Quiet aggressive but not at all.

dayah love to hangout with her family and her close friend. She need at least three hundred riggit to shopping. She buy new clothes,handbag,shoes and others. In the class, she always look happy,smile to everyone. She don’t like show her problem to other person.

Although I not friend with her so close but I know she has good attitude. Kind person, polite social behaviour, intelligent, study hard and smart. DL every semester, low profiles. Easy friend with her. Comfortable to communicate and work with her.
she is a simple person but so intelligent. Her result maintain good every semester. I respect with her because she have good attitudes. She also good in English and can speaking very well. Because of that lecturer choose her to be a class rab for subject Bell.

huda is a silence person but not at all. She also friendly but only for her close friend. For me she is natural beauty and manner. That why many male student in this uitm try to get her. But not easy to dear with her. She also good in english. She can writing better than speaking.

gorgeous girl and has a beautiful hair, I’m so like it. Low profiles while she become from a loaded family. She from Kulai, Johor.

roommates with my best friend. Her body like model, tall and thin. Quiet noiseless but when she join with her friend, she will be aggressive. Not many things I know about her.

Monday, February 15, 2010


Happy valentine day for all loving couple!!! How your celebration for this year??? Any of you got red roses, candy in heart- shaped boxes, mushy valentines, and winged cherubs flying about shooting starry-eyed lovers with arrows??? Hope that is grand celebration. By the way what meaning of valentine right???

According to author Martha Zimmerman, the date traditionally celebrated as St. Valentine's Day finds it origin in the Roman festival of romance called Lupercalia, when the gods Juno and Pan were honored. It was a fertility festival or a lover's holiday looking forward to the return of Spring. In the fifth century, in an attempt to abolish the pagan festival, Pope Gelasius changed Lupercalia and its February 15 date to February 14 and called it Saint Valentine's Day. Even though the names and the date were changed, the emphasis continued to be on love.

As a Muslim, this celebrate is forbidden by religious law. There is much reason why it should be like that. It is because much terrible matter will happen such as wickedness. For me, valentine day is not important to celebrate. Sometimes, I forgot date of that celebration and although I remember, I will just ignore it. I was hear, why valentine should be on February 14.

There are varying opinions as to the origin of Valentine’s Day. Some experts state that it originated from St. Valentine, a Roman who was martyred for refusing to give up Christianity. He died on February 14, 269 A.D., the same day that had been devoted to love lotteries. Legend also says that St. Valentine left a farewell note for the jailer’s daughter, who had become his friend, and signed it “From Your Valentine”.

Other aspects of the story say that Saint Valentine served as a priest at the temple during the reign of Emperor Claudius. Claudius then had Valentine jailed for defying him. In 496 A.D. Pope Gelasius set aside February 14 to honour St. Valentine. Gradually, February 14 became the date for exchanging love messages and St. Valentine became the patron saint of lovers. The date was marked by sending poems and simple gifts such as flowers. There was often a social gathering or a ball.

From my statement, we will know this celebration is so abroad. So, whatever you think about valentine, its up to you. So, I hope you will be happy with that celebration. See you next time. Bye!!!

Sunday, February 7, 2010


What is the one emotion that has everyone mystified? What is the one emotion that has started as many wars as it has ended? What emotion has had more plays, songs, and stories written about it than anything else? Love, that one emotion that makes enemies into friends and friends into enemies. So,love is very abroad to say.

Love comes in so many different levels, that it doesn't appear to be the same emotion at all, but it is. There is so much to love, that it will be hard to put into this simple essay. It can tear people apart and make us do irrational things to bringing together entire nations. What can this emotion not do? It's hard to tell, but there is a lot it can.

This emotion, bring tears to our eyes when something happens to our family members, friends, and pets. When we feel love ripped from us, as in death or being spurned by another, we do things we wouldn't normally do, such as go on violent rampages, or mourn to the extent that our loved ones have to watch us constantly to make sure we don't try anything like suicide. Some can move on, always remembering the lost loved one after a while, but others can not let go. These are the ones that need our love and support the most.

There are so many levels to love, that I can only express a few of them here. These are the ones we see most in life. Friendship starts this list off. Yes, it doesn't seem like it, but we do feel love towards our friends, this is what helps us get along so well, and why we miss them when we don't see our friends for a long time. It's also why we hold certain friends over others no matter what happens. Sometimes, the bond between friends deepens to the point where a stronger bond of love is made, making them family.

Another level of love, are for our siblings and other family members. Even though we do things to our family members, and sometimes we don't like some of our family, that bond is still there. It's this family bond level of love that brought about the phrase, blood is thicker than water. We will do things for our brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, and children before we would even consider doing them for anyone else. Many wars have been started because of this family level, brother avenging brother or father, father protecting his wife and children, or even vice versa. This simple family bond can even extend to include our pets, amazingly enough, and that is a good thing.

A third level to love, is the bond that brings man and woman together. This level is among the strongest of them all. It is this level of love that has brought together kingdoms into nations in the past, and ended many great wars. It's is also for the love of a woman that has started a few of our well-known wars, like the Trojan Wars of ancient times. It's brought together families that have argued for years and years, such as in the Shakespearean play, Romeo and Juliet. Even though the two mentioned killed themselves in the end, it still brought their families together.

The last mentionable level of love is that bond between a mother and her children. There is no stronger, nor will there ever be. This bond starts from the very first tiny fluttering of movement and never ends, even after death of the child. A mother protects her children in the name of love, and directs them through life using it as the example to follow. Well, at least it should be. It's because of her children a mother will work at a job she hates, just to make sure they have everything they could ever want or need.

The phrase, love makes the world go round is very true. It's is our driving force, for what ever reason it may be. Poems, plays, and legends can only briefly touch the true meaning of love. We can only feel what that meaning is, and express it in ways only we can understand towards another. The true question we should be asking is not, what is life, but what is love.

What is love? I don't know, but I'll do what I can to express it to my son, my husband, my family and friends, and to every single pet I have or ever will own in the best possible way that I can.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

10 facts about myself...

Hello!!! How are you???? Hope fine. Now I want to tell you all 10 facts about myself. All person in this world surely have something that his/her like or does not like. As we know, human have different behavior or attitudes. If all person are the same, of course life will be boring and not interesting. Variety of person behavior make life more enjoy and feel delight.

First of all, I want to tell you about my bad behavior. I am a hot tempered. I very easy to angry when my satisfied can not fulfilled. But I easy to calm again if someone that make me angry apologized to me. When I’m in an appealing condition, I cannot control myself. I cannot think a good thing, cannot do any work, cannot focus for my study. When I have a big problem, I will story to my close friend, spending my time with them. So, I feel much better.

Another my bad behavior is I easily ashamed but not at all. It will make me not comfortable with myself. As example, when I speaking, talking and I’m try to present something and at the same time all person look at me, I will feel ashamed. But I sure many of you same like me right??? Another matter make me ashamed when someone that I like know I like him, many boys look at me, and when I wrong but before that I’m so confident its true. Hehe..

All of you of course have a pet right??? I have too. It is a most cute cat and I love it too much. I call it Comel and that name is given by my mom. I like to hug it and sleep with Comel. My mom always angry with me when I kiss or hug Comel when I sleep. It is because Comel’s fair will make me cough and difficulty in breathing or asthma. Before that, I have another cat. It is Putih. But Putih was died one day before happy eid. I’m so sad because I was assumed that cat is a part of my family. But I cannot do anything and I’m tried to accepted it.

I don’t like when someone angry, urge, or advised earnestly to me. I will accept that if their advised in a good way but if another way, it will make me angry, sulking and moody to talking with them. Especially, that urge become from my parents. I really can not accepted when my parent urge me in not normal condition. It will make me more angry and not respected to them. And I will silent until they talk with me first.

I like to listening music. Music make my life happy, please greatly, not boring and other. I can accept all types of music. The most music that I like is slow song because I like peaceful. But not at all I listening music. I cannot hear the music when I’m studying. I cannot focus to study and remember what I’m reading when I’m do it. But have sentence person can do it, but I need silent environment to get a study smart.

Why people must be hypocrite??? I don’t like person like that and that person will make me hatred and disgust with them. People like that just kind in front of another person but at behind do a good thing. I like that person showing an actual behavior although his/her behavior an appealing. Hypocrite person is a dangerous person. It is because, they will make another person fight. Because of that, I try to avoid friend with that person because I know I will get more disadvantage than advantage have friend like that.

Sleep is the one of my hobbies. When I do not have any work, I will sleep at a long time. For me, sleep is very delicious especially when my sleep not disturbance. Sleep can make me forgot with all my problem. But my time for sleep is not consistent. It is because time for sleeping in a day is a long than a night. At the night, I was spending my time with sms, calling, and others. Although I know it not good for my healthy, but it’s a normal for me. So I cannot changed it.

I’m a jealous person, when someone that I love give more attention to another person, I feel so jealous and I will think a bad thing about them. I have a boyfriend. As we know, surely we must love our boyfriend. When he not sms, calling, tell me where he’s now, I will feel worried but at the same time I will think he have another girl. I think like that because I feel so jealous. Sometimes, our relationship become appealing because I cannot control my jealous.

Another sleep, dreaming is also one of my hobbies. I always dream one day I will be a most gorgeous, success, and excellent person. When I dream, I feel happy and I feel that dream will really be. Place that I like to dream is in a car. I don’t know why. From I children, until now, I very like dream in a car. I know without effort I cannot achieve whatever I dream. So I must do my best.

And the last one, I am afraid to drive. I already have license but until now I still afraid to drive. Before I get the license, I’m so excited to got it. But when I have it, I don’t used it. It cause damage right??? I constancy, after I finish my study, I will study again how to drive and I will practice it. I think that all for now and we will me again.