Monday, March 29, 2010

my happy family!!!

Hello everybody!!! Now, I want story to all of you about my family. Family is so important to me. I happy and proud because got a family like them. We are the happy family and whatever problem we face together. When I feel down, they will do their best to make me happy and focus again in whatever I do especially for my study. I have 4 siblings. All of them are the girl and I’m the last one. I can introduce for all of you about my parents and my siblings one by one.

Mom and dad

They are my beloved and my first support. As a common human, I cannot run from do faults. Sometimes, I make them worried and sad when I do a bad behaviour. They protect me too much and care about whatever I do. They don’t want me be a so social. My father cannot work hard because he is not feeling very well.

Edynoorazuwa

From left, she is an eldest sister. She was married with her husband on 22 November 2008 and now she is pregnant for the first baby. She and all of us were happy when we know her pregnant is positive since we are waiting for a long time. She is friendly with all person, because of that she was many friends and all of them like to communicate with her. When we are gathering together many story will she story to us. And all of us like to hear it though sometimes it’s boring. Without her, our house will be silent since her mouth is so noise. She like to crying when fight with me. I don’t know why. May be she feel afraid with me. Hehehe....

Emynoorfarina

Secondly, she is still single. She tried to find a good man to be a husband. Her age now is 24 years old. She works at Bangi, Pharmaniaga Company for 2 years. She said she feel happy works at that place because all of workers are kind and make her comfortable to work and communicate with them. She is quiet anger especially with me since I quiet noty and lazy to do homework. But I don’t care about that. She likes to laugh and look so funny. We will happy when we are beside her. Between her and my eldest sister, she look more matured because she is a responsible person.

Ezienoorfhahiza

And the last one, I call her ‘kaklang’. Now she is practical at the same place, Pharmaniaga Company. She is still young but for the next semester, she will continue her study with master. She is excellent student in her faculty and got award for every semester. I try to be like her but until now I can’t. Between us, she is the most beautiful. Her beauty is natural and no need to over make-up to make other person attract with her. She closes with my father and always spends more time with him when got a holiday. She easy to angry when what she want, she can’t got it and cannot look other person success more than her.

Lastly, I want to say that I love them so much. And I hope, I will go first then them because I not able to loss them. That’s all!!!

Monday, March 15, 2010

HaTe tHiS ToO MuCh!!!!

Hello everybody!!! How are you??? Hope fine. Now I want tell to all of you about what matter that I doesn’t like or hate. Hopefully all of you will be cheerful to hear it.

Firstly, I always avoid making another person angry with me because I’m so extreme dislike it. When I do some mistake, my parent will try their best to reproach me for keep away from I hurt about it. Or the word avoid me from be in a moody or small heart with their reprove. I have four siblings and me the last one. From I childhood until now whatever I request from my parent, Insha’Allah my parent fulfilled it. I not become from a rich family, but my parents am hardworking person to change our lifestyle being more excellent.

Secondly, about my friend attitudes such as hypocrite, selfish, full of pride and something like this that I hatred and tend to me for make a distance from them. First time I step here (Uitm Segamat), I always think how I can get a good friend like my best friends when I still study at secondary school. Whatever happen we are always together. But, it’s not easy to get it. But now I was get it. It is SIGS group. For me, friend is so important to me since friend will make my life more cheerful. When I have a problem, I will spend my time with my friend because when I sitting with them, my problem will be loss by a big laugh. I love SIGS group !!!

Most of you probability have the same like me. I’m sure that!!! What are you feel when something that you want, you can’t get it. Angry? Fuming? I’m so disgusting when that happen being to me. I wish I will obtain in whatever I want since it makes me happy. I can give apologize if it’s happen one or two times. Condition it always will make cannot control myself.

Fight with other person is one of the bits that I don’t like. It is because when I’m fight with my friends, my life will not enjoy and I will feel alone. I’m easy to feel angry when something that I like was begun. As a student, sometimes we got brawl during do a working in group. To find a best partner is not unproblematic because not every time we must together with my best friend.

I love relax!!! It will make my life calm without thinking about any work. So, I hate get many of work since I cannot spend too many time to sleep, I cannot chatting or gossip for a long time with my friend. It will get a trouble because I always postpone my work or assignment and it tend me to do not that work. Postpone my work is the one of my habit. Because of that I don’t like if my life busy.

After that, I don’t like if have any person disturb my good sleep. When I’m so tired, I need a rest to give back my energy since if I not get an enough rest my life become moody. While my sleep disturbance, it’s not easy for me to sleep again though I’m still tired. So, if that happen begin, my work will not excellent since I don’t have energy and cannot think very well.

Are you always got many problems at the same time??? Of course yes right??? I always am like that. When it’s happen to me, my life will not delight. Although I try to smile and laugh, but it’s not look me sincerely. Got a many problem will disturb my sleep since I until the end of time I think about that problem.

To know a results exam is more nervous than do an exam. Surely, I wish all my result is good than other person. When I got a best result, other friend will respect to me and made me as their revision when have any problem about their study. Because of that, I don’t like get an appalling result since it will make me not confidence to study yet. I think all my friend will said me so dull.

Other than snake, I more hate to a frog although that frog not disturb my life. When I see a frog near to me, I will scream because I hate frog too much.

And the last one, I Don’t like when have another person busybody with my problem or others. Sometimes have a problem cannot share with public because it’s so private. Nowadays, we can look many of people always busybody with other people problem. I’m very hate about it.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

My wishes.....

I always dream to be rich women. All of you of course have a same dream right??? When I see another person have a big house, luxury car and others, I feel to be like that. Life will be more interesting when whatever I want, I will easily get it. As we know, not easy to be rich. We must give big effort to achieve it. I’m just dream, it not mean I not thankful what I have today. I’m still happy with my life now although I don’t have get what I am desire like a big house, a big car and many types of luxury.

Do you like if another person especially your friend angry with you??? Of course you doesn’t like right. Friend is so important for our life. I am desire makes everyone happy with me. When I can makes my all friend feel cheerful, it can make our relationship be goodness. And at the same time, I will get many friends that can make our life more joyful and lucky.

Now I’m just a simple girl. I’m not too gorgeous and not too ugly. Hehehe. But I always wish for everyone said me a gorgeous girl since it will give me a big smile and me a confidence to do work. Have another person said me cute, sweet, gorgeous but it not always. It only sometimes. Although I’m just a simple girl, but I’m try to improve myself and make another person comfort to friend with me. When I’m gorgeous, surely I have many friend and it will make me popular. All people will praise me and said “Erien is the gorgeous once”.Hahaha.....

Do you always think to be a popular???? I always think about that. But I don’t want to be popular like artist. I just want to be a popular among my friends and all people near of me. Such as all important thing refer to me and I will give a good idea and I can satisfied whatever all people want and need. At the same time, any committee I will take a part and I will organize any event under an association or something like that.

Life is so complicated. We cannot provide or satisfied all people near of us want and need. When we do something, have a part of people like it, and another people don’t like it. So I always dream all people especially my family and all my friends love me and understanding what I want to do. Sometimes, my family so control my life and cannot give me enjoy but only concentrate with my study. It’s so boring right??? As teenagers like me of course want to hangout and shopping with my friend because it can release my tension.

My English now is not good very well. I interest to be a good speaker and make everybody attract to hear it. As example, when I present something in the class, I want my language is fluent and everybody understand it. When I speaking, all people look at me and love to hear it. At my primary school, I have a good speaker friend. She always is a mc for any event in my school. I love to hear her story because she has a lot of energy when she speaks. So it not becomes boring.

Loving is common matter especially for teenagers. Many of them want their couple is perfect more than ever for girl. I also wish for find a good and handsome man to be a future husband. But now, I always see many of handsome boys just couple for a short time because they think they will get another girl easily. I very hate boy like that.

After that, I desire to be brave and have high confidence in whatever I do. I always feel nervous when presentations in the class do. I’m so hope I can present very well and talk very confidence. I also want to drive car because until now I do not brave to drive although I have a license.
Sometimes when I feel so tired, I always feel like to be a most excellent person without any effort. Have a sentence person I look, they just need a little bit effort to get a good result in their exam. There is no fair since another person that study hard just get a common result. I always get a same situation. My effort to prepare the exam is harder than another student but my result until now not excellent. At times, I will fed-up to continue our study.

The most important that I wish is died in piousness condition. I’m so afraid if I die while I’m not preparing yet. As a common human, I cannot avoid to do a sin. Every so often, though I know it a wrong, but I’m still does it. I always hope, I will be among piety people when I’m already do not life in this world. Hope all of you realize with I said just now.